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2010年8月19日 星期四

獻醜了。

finally can write something now
no OT tonight
a normal day
not a normal night
my head hurts
very strange you know
because last Thursday also headache
haha
don't know la
but I'm very care about it
[longing 4 your consolation but you didn't]

just know my friend asked:
may i pursue you
i laugh
haha
i thanked his frankness
i can't be a good lover
because i can't treat anyone very good
so i refused his pursuit
haha
what a strange feeling arh
never mind lah
love myself is enough
[because I'm yours already]

if i ask same question to you
will you answer me
without thinking
i want you reply me just one word:
YES
then I'll be the happiest girl in the world
hehe
[no matter how old you're.will you?]

i admit that I'm longing for someone to loved
but i know that is impossible
hehe
maybe my appearance scared people
or I'm too fierce to people
or I'm a tiger so no one will like me
haha
this is wishful thinking
i know
so i will not be too concerned about it
[make a wish it's enough]

i hope you gone well with good
hope you happy always
hope you pick up the result will be more
hope you will not have been hungry
[do you know what my feeling now?just want you to live better]

stop here lo
waiting for your reply
thanks
haha^^